quarantine thoughts

my daughter and I have been voluntarily self-isolating for over two months.

Some thoughts

ooh i get to stay home with baby girl, Im so lucky!

I should make bread

Holy shit

being a parent is hard

i should make bread

my house is messy

i wish I knew how to fix house stuff

CEREAL FOR EVERY MEAL

if i buy this moisturizer from Sephora, i’ll feel a small sense of normal. Nope, that didn’t work, life is still crazy. Ok, so for sure shopping is a way i use to try and numb uncomfortable feelings. This uncomfortable feeling is worldwide and impossible to run from. I have sit here, with my crying toddler and face my discomfort

i hate facing my discomfort, im going to binge watch every season of the Tudors

Henry Cavill is yum.. lemme just google him real quick…. ^reads questionable Henry Cavill quote online ^

"et tu Henry Cavill?”

ok, still feeling something I don’t want to feel… maybe if I buy something from Lululemon?

I should make bread

why do babies cry so damn much

oh we went for a walk and baby was cute, I love this new way of life

wow we didn’t accomplish anything but staying alive and I feel really good about not always having to be productive

I should make bread

why are people not social distancing ^gets angry realizes anger is a way to feel something I can control what I feel instead of letting myself feel it^

OH, I HAD asked the universe to help up level me and for more quality time with baby girl…

I should make bread

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